Blogging Stuggles

I'm somebody that can easily get into things and have the motivation to keep doing it for a while. This is things like reading all the time or blogging. Then suddenly one day I'll just stop doing it then a few weeks or even months go by and I haven't done it in a while. You've probably noticed this by my very random blog schedule. One moment I'm posting all the time and the next I disappear for a few months. I never mean to do this because honestly when I do get back into blogging. I absolutely love it. Being able to write my thoughts and give out my own advice on my own little part of the internet feels amazing. Just knowing somewhere out there, someone is reading my blog post and listening to what I have to say. It feels good. I don't know if it's the case because I just go by the views of my blog post. Yet I looked at my audience stats recently and I found out that people are viewing my blog all the way from the USA, Russia, Germany, France and loads of other different countries. It feels weird but exciting that somebody from the other side of the world has taken the time to view my blog. It's crazy but also amazing.

Yet, one day I'll just forget to make a blog post or I procrastinate saying I'll do it later. Then I just keep procrastinating then a month goes by and I feel guilty that I haven't posted in a while. After that I get bloggers block where I don't know what to write. Suddenly a few months have passed and I haven't posted anything. Yet the moment I start blogging again, I can't stop. I making new posts and coming up with titles for future posts. I have so many ideas in my drafts to write. I love the feeling of just typing away on my laptop and just watching the blog post come alive. Then I stop for a while and the cycle continues.

It's the same with reading books. I absolutely love reading books. When I get into a book I can't stop then I'm constantly reading. Then suddenly, I'll be in the middle of the book and I'll stop reading. I leave it a few days. The book stays on my bedside table ready to be read again but I don't read it. A few weeks and months go by where I haven't read the book. I don't know why. I can see the book on my bedside table ready to be picked yet I don't have any interest to read it in that moment. It's like it's a struggle for me to pick up the book and read. Yet it's a simple thing to do. Does anyone else get like this? Where they really enjoy doing something for a while then all a sudden it becomes a struggle to do. So, you just leave it for a few days or even weeks.

It's kind of weird how something you enjoy doing and you know you enjoy doing when you doing becomes a struggle when you don't do it for ages. Yet the moment you get back to doing it. You enjoy it again. Kind of weird when you think about it.

Anyway, that's just my thoughts about it. It's the constant struggle I have with blogging. I absolutely love doing it but one day it becomes a real struggle to make a blog post or post regularly. I do apologise if you're someone who enjoys reading my blog posts but I don't post regularly. From now on, I'm really going to try to post regularly now that I don't have university to worry about.

I hope you enjoyed this blog post which was basically a ramble of my thoughts but I hope you found it relatable. I'll be back again soon with another blog post.

See you then.

Megan x