Valentine's Day
Valentine's Day is kind of a weird day for me. I know it happens every year, but I always feel very emotional on this day and do whatever I can to distract myself from those emotions. Yet here I am. Spending my 24th year of being single on Valentine's Day. It does make you wonder when you've been single for so long, why are you single? The honest answer. I have no real idea. It's not like the universe has given me an answer. I'm not sure I'd be able to cope with a real answer to that question. I can think of reasons why, but they've not been confirmed. As much as I don't mind being single. Not having to share a bed or food. Not having to worry what my partner is thinking or doing. It's just me. Yet there's so many reasons why I wish I did have someone. For starters I would love to go on an actual date. I've never had a proper date before, and it would be nice just to know what it's like. I wouldn't want anything fancy. Just something...