Getting Dumped

One of the worst feelings in the world is getting dumped. Especially when it's so unexpected. Sometimes when you want a relationship to work, you at least try to work through any relationship issues you may have. At least you'd like to hope that would be the case. It might even show that they did care about you, but alas I wasn't so lucky. The worst thing to say though is to completely get friend zoned and say you can just be friends. Even more so when they don't even stick to that or even try to be friends with you. It sucks because he was the only person I was talking to on a daily basis and now I don't even have anybody messaging me unless they want something. I know it's been almost two months now since I got dumped (well it will be when this post goes up) but honestly it still hurts. Mainly because for the first time I thought he could be the one and to realise that he doesn't feel the same, does suck. I mean I do have to give him some credit because at least he didn't just completely ghost me or have a secret girlfriend (that I know of), so he did better than my previous two exes. 

It does make me wonder though if I'll ever actually have a boyfriend. I'm getting to an age where I'm not getting any younger, people are either getting married, having kids and I've never even had my first boyfriend at twenty five years old. Everyone keeps telling me there's plenty of fish in the sea and the right one will come along eventually. It's easy for them to say though as they already have their lifelong partners where there's me that barely has any friends, never had a boyfriend and never even known that feeling of being loved or even wanted by a significant other. I'm alone. I spend more time talking to myself than to other people. Don't worry though, I'm so used to it that it's my normal life. I know I'm being a negative Nancy and a Debbie downer about my non-existent love life. I just needed to ramble and thought my blog would be the perfect place to do it because maybe other people feel the same way. Let me know if you do so I don't feel completely like the odd one out. 

Anyway, thank you for reading my blog and I'll be back tomorrow with another post. 

See you then. 

Megan x 

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