Twenty Five And Single

Yeah, I'm still here. Still single. I've come to accept this reality. I accepted it a long time ago, but this year I had hoped that everything would change. I was wrong though unfortunately. Sometimes there are just too many red flags that you can no longer ignore and suddenly realise that he doesn't see you in that way. It's kind of funny because when you're younger you think by the age of twenty five, you'll find your future husband and be settling down but that's not the case for me. To be honest I don't even know if by the time I get to thirty I will have had a boyfriend. Maybe that's a record. Who knows? It's just kind of sad because you realise that people just give up on you like you're nothing, but the sad thing is you'd never do that to them. It's their loss at the end of the day because they've chosen not to be with someone who is loyal and has a big heart. I know one day (maybe) Mr Right will come along and perhaps for once I might be wanted and loved. I just have no idea when that will be or even if it will be. 

It sucks because you think you've finally found a good one and everything will be different this time around. Nope, I just get used for a bit of fun and that's it. Nothing more. It's sad to say I'm used to it but I am. Especially as this is the fourth time. I'm slowly losing faith that it will ever be different. Even worse I wanted it to work with this guy, but he ghosted me so yeah. That's the story of my life. 

I've given up using dating apps because what's the point? I never find anything different, and I've learned not to believe a guy when he says he wants something long-term. Especially when he makes no effort to try and make it work. I think what hurts even more is the fact they can never be honest and just tell me that they don't want me. I can handle that but just ghosting me or friend zoning me or secretly having a girlfriend, I cannot handle it. 

So yeah, I'm twenty five and still single. Never had a boyfriend in my life. Experienced every other first just not that one. Maybe one day I will be good enough for someone instead of just being a bit of fun. 

That's all I have to say really. Let me know if you can relate and maybe we can support each other. 

Thanks for reading my blog and I'll be back again soon with another post. 

See you then. 

Megan x 

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