Coffee Chat

Hey readers,

I was sitting at my desk in my comfy new office chair, trying to come up with ideas for blog posts. Then I thought why not just make myself a mug of coffee and just start typing away all my thoughts down into one post. This is going to be a very chilled out post that serves no purpose really but hopefully it will make an interesting read.

I got my coffee ready so let's get typing.

As you know, I turned twenty six this month and it's one of those ages where you're past the mid twenties point and getting closer to your thirties. I know it's still young in a lot of people's eyes but when you're still living at home with your mum and never having a boyfriend, it makes you wonder if you went wrong somewhere along the way. Like I know people my age who are getting married and having babies, yet I'm nowhere near that mark in life. Not that life is a race where you need to be at each milestone at a certain age. Life works differently for everyone where you never really know what is going to happen. Life just hits you with the unexpected and you just gotta roll with it. Maybe in a year's time I'll be having a baby? Who even knows? Either way don't think that you're falling behind in life and yes it is depressing to reach the age of 26 with never actually being in a relationship but you just accept it and know when it does happen, it will be the right place and right time. 

I've also had twelve driving lessons and about to have my thirteenth tomorrow morning when I'm writing this. Driving is one of those things I've been meaning to do for a long time but money and anxiety of doing it got in the way. Now though I'm making progress, I've already passed my theory test and got my driving test booked. My goal is to be able to drive next year and I cannot wait. I just know it's going to make my life easier. Especially with work and just being able to visit places. There's so many places I want to go and I feel like when I can drive, nothing will stop me. On a day off, I can get in my car and just drive. It will be the best feeling and I have so many plans on where I want to go so I'm excited for that. 

Another thing is I feel like all I do is work, eat, sleep, repeat and get into that routine. Even my days off are becoming more rare and when I do eventually have a day off then I don't even make the most of it. I just have a lazy day because I'm tired and just want to relax. I tried to stop getting into that habit, especially with the last guy I dated and thought I'd make the most of my days off as well as take chances. Then when I got ghosted, I kind of fell back into that shell of being lonely and not doing anything on my days off. Even on my birthday, I didn't make plans with anyone. I just went on a shopping trip on my own and I did enjoy myself but it would have been nice to spend it with someone. Oh well, that's a thing that maybe one day will change and perhaps somebody might see me as someone they actually want to be with. Who knows?

Anyway, that's all I have to ramble about. I know this post was nothing special or useful really but it helped me get a few thoughts out. Maybe even some of you related to this post. Let me know what's on your mind in the comments below. 

Thank you for reading my blog and I'll be back again soon with another post. 

See you then.

Megan x 

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